I'll go say this cliche phrase again.
Good bye 2012! Hello 2013!
Before I start mentioning some of my plans this year. I'll go post the events that made my 2012 unforgettable. I don't think I will be able to type everything though. Since I don't have a strong memory xD
~Received my Drawing Tablet <3
~Joined Grand Fantasia [This one probably made my 2012 a depressing and crazy year]
~Watched lots of movies with my Friends
~Celebrated Christmas and New Year with my mom and Dad
~Went to a Cosplay convention with my friends
~learned how to swim..uhmmm..back stroke only xD
ahahah Can't remember anything at all.
But most of all.. One of the most important thing I learned last year...
Is to face my fear.... It's scary and difficult.. But you can't always run from it..
I also learned how to take care of myself a little..ahahahah and to just be who I am..People will always judge you no matter what..So just do what you love and be yourself <3
I don't think I like how 2013 started mainly because I feel guilty.. I said a lot of bad stuffs to my parents.. And I totally regret it T_T anyways here comes my new year resolutions~ [which I will probably end up not doing again ahah]
~Make a VN/game
~Learn how to play the guitar awesomely [NO MATTER WHAT]
~Be better in speaking Japanese xD
~Flawless skin...ganbatte! >_<
~Improve my drawing style
~Read at least 10 books
~Take care of myself
~Watch at least 10 animes MUAHAHAAHAHAH
~Make a doodle diary everyday
I'll stop now.. ahahhaha I'm afraid I'll end up not doing these stuffs again..
I feel like changing the design of this blog.. Will go think of a nice look and then edit codes! <3 this blog needs more love <33333
Well, that's it for today...
Akemashite omedetto gozaimasu~
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I decided to delete all my characters in Grand Fantasia today....
It's all too much aahahahaha
I really enjoyed playing it for a few months though...
But you have to stop doing something especially if you think it's destroying you :3
besides i don't like this feeling :/ it's annoying and stupid and asfgahdja I hate it.....bye
The world was said to end today.. December 21. and it still looks fine.xDD
I know I said something like..Wishing the world would really end on the 21st of December. But Now, I totally regret wishing for it. Since I am enjoying living now. and I found a reason why I should continue breathing :P I'm aware That sounds emo or whatever but ..you/me have to deal with it......xDDD
Yesterday I tried to fix/renew my passport again but things aren't that easy not to mention I'm insanely sick yesterday.
So I have to decide if I REALLY WANT to join the tour or not.. It was a hard decision. but I ended up choosing "no".
and while we were on the dfa office...I had this vision..Not a vision actually but I felt like I had a dream similar to what is happening at that very moment..Deja'vu..yep..
And I do believe that Deja'vu occurs when you have A HUGE DECISION TO MAKE..Something Life Changing.. And If I'm right, in my dream..Something bad happened afterwards..I was not sure if I made the right decision or not.. But hopefully I made the right one...
It was scary believe me.. o.o
ohhh and I got Lucky.. I bought this coffee from starbucks...STARBUCKS <3 and I won a somewhat free coffee coupon which is only available once a day and is given to random people... I'm so lucky.. So I was like... "I made the right decision awhile ago..Didn't I?" :D
I'm feeling a lot better now.Thank God..
Soooo I'll end my update here..
Hoping the world will not end today..or next year or the next year...God please forgive us for our mistakes QQ
This is crazy.
Sooooooooooo We watched Rise of The Guardians today. I was With Ces, Venice and Mae.
It was epic!
Sandy/sandman is so adorable <33 xD
And, whoever designed Jack Frost is epic <3
It really was a great movie..
Makes you realize that the simple things or what we call absurd when we grew up are the things, which can make us happy.
We skipped two classes.But it was worth it! believe me.. *A*
Ths movie made me realize that you don't have to see something to believe it...
And that, if you choose to not get scared of your NIGHTMARES you will be happier.
and the most important realization I had.
Is that..I was reminded, that I wanted to be a story book writer for kids...
It was a dream of mine, which I ended up forgetting..
And hopefully I can make that dream come true :)
Because I really love kids.. I love the fact that they are always happy and seem
to radiate this blissful aura whe you are with them...
oh..Venice transferred the installer of my Tablet to my usb..Siince I wasn't able to install it yet.So now, My drawing tablet has presure sensitivity activated <3 That means prettier drawings <3
I want to make a Jack Frost fanart but I do't have much time right now. Need to focus on school stuffs till next week.
That's all <333333 I'm so excitd for Christmas..
Will go rest for a bit, then start studying again.